I like this guy...at first i thought he kinda liked me too.....then i doubted....now i dont know what to think. I've liked him for 5 months now....I have only told 2....I want him to know....but i have the fear of rejection....haunting me.....with embarresment along side.....sometimes it hurts......i have never felt this way before.....even though ive had a boyfriend in the past.....this is different.....i thinks its real......but both ways my heart could break....by tellling.....and by not....but i cant do it alone......but who can help??? Soemtimes i feel happy......but now i feel alone.....lost in my mind..........